I don't know whats the matter with me, the last few days ive had cramps, nausea, headaches, usually the symptoms of the "Monthly" girl thing...but nothings shown itself.
I can't stop worrying about so much, my mother could stand to lose her job, and every minuite of the day its all i ever hear about.
She wants me to help, but i can only do so much.
Theyre worried about money, yet mom says she'll help pay for any college stuff i need.
She...shouldnt have to....i should have a job by now, but i failed again this year.
Every time i check my status as far as money goes, i feel worse, im gonna be in trouble soon, i need more equipment, but i cant afford it. I don't even know if i passed my exam at college.
Even now, my chest is hurting and i cant breathe properly, i feel sick...this has happened the last 3 days, why all of a sudden?! I don't have time after college to go see a doctor, and i cant afford any new medication if i did go..
I cant sleep, i could barely keep awake in class today, my head was killing me, but i cant miss any work, its bad enough i had to take a week off because of some flu i caught...everytime my older sister comes over, she has a go at me about not getting a job, and to rub it in, gloats about her job at the hospital.
....whats going on?!